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Nov. 6th, 2013 07:06 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
regndoftI was going to babble on a bit about NaNo and H. P. Lovecraft, but the past week... hasn't been really good for me, emotionally. I've had some great fun, met up with people but I'm also depressed. Again. For the first time in a long time.
So I don't have much energy to do much; I have an exam on friday, but I have no idea how I'm supposed to pass, as I'm unable to concentrate on studying for very long. I just barely manage to reach the daily wordcount for NaNo, and that takes hours (usually it would take me 60 minutes of non-stop writing). Mostly I sleep, or read, or listen to audios. Things that don't demand that I get out of bed.
It's strange in a way. It took me some time to notice because it's been so long since it was this bad. Like I expected it to go away, just because it's not as bad these days as it was a couple of years ago.
I'm mostly writing this because for once I do have something I'd like to talk about, but I can't really muster up the energy to put my thoughts in words. And that makes me sad in itself.
So I don't have much energy to do much; I have an exam on friday, but I have no idea how I'm supposed to pass, as I'm unable to concentrate on studying for very long. I just barely manage to reach the daily wordcount for NaNo, and that takes hours (usually it would take me 60 minutes of non-stop writing). Mostly I sleep, or read, or listen to audios. Things that don't demand that I get out of bed.
It's strange in a way. It took me some time to notice because it's been so long since it was this bad. Like I expected it to go away, just because it's not as bad these days as it was a couple of years ago.
I'm mostly writing this because for once I do have something I'd like to talk about, but I can't really muster up the energy to put my thoughts in words. And that makes me sad in itself.
